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2001-11-23 - 3:43 p.m. *** Greek Style (not perverted, you perverts) I'm sitting here getting all bitter listening to Thursday, because although I have tons that have made me happy lately, and I have so much to be thankful for, I'm still alone. I haven't had even a hookup in the longest time and I think it's because I shut down the part of myself that looks for someone to share life with. But now I think it got jarred back to the longing position and that makes me angry because I feel I have become selfish because of this. I have so much and it isn't enough for me. I have become the Erysichthon I have vowed never to become... ***************************** But them's the breaks. We're all looking for something at any point in time because we're not perfect. Someone told me that when you're perfect, you're dead. I'd much rather be alive. BMC
What did you just say? - What's he gonna say next?
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